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Self Inflicted Therapy

A journey of the mind and body lost....and looking..

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Self Inflicted Therapy

First and foremost, I am not a therapist or professional. I am missing filters and a few nuts n bolts. I am not here to judge or be judged no matter what I say. My mind is a curious and dangerous landscape that is always revolving at great speed and wonder. I am mostly isolated with a handful of amazing souls that keep me connected. I am hoping to enrich my experience and understanding of the worlds as others might see them in hopes of understanding my own and possibly share insights to torturous labels, the realities of them and their rippling effects. I hope you're brave and open minded enough to join me on this journey through the unknown where anything can happen...

Feel free to reach out and ask questions or leave comments and feedback, I will do my best to respond asap. I will post weekly and look forward to exploring with you!

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